Tana Ramsay said she couldn’t get over the heartache of Gordon losing a child.
The 46-year-old mother-in-law fell on top of her TV chef’s husband because of their rock while they were together.
In 2016, Gordon told the world that his wife had lost her baby five months during her pregnancy.
Now Tana said there was “no way” she could have Gordon on her side to deal with the heartache.
Tuesday’s Loose Woman said, “I lost a baby in 2016 and Gordon was with me. I couldn’t do without him.
“He was there when I had the Oscar, 19 months ago. You have to do what suits you [in regards to having birth].
“Gordon and I are good at communicating.”
Earlier, Tana said the couple had made a joint decision not to have Gordon at the birth of their first four children.
However, Gordon was the couple’s fifth Oscar winner just 19 months ago.
He explained: “It’s a personal decision when you have a baby.
“The way Gordon and I felt, he wasn’t with me when I gave birth to Meg or the girls. But now we’re older …
“I am a private person.
“The loss of our boy Rocky and the sharing of my experiences has led more people to share their experiences. I found it reassuring.”
Tana and Gordon are proud parents to Matilda, Oscar, Jack, Megan and Holly with their parents of five children.